Sunny Bunny

Its about time it started to get warm! Sweet Jesus!

Thanks Montel. Jeez

March 3rd. Its my 3rd day into my little detox and Montel has this whole speech about this and that, eating blah blah blah. Before that, Tyra had a show about weight loss and blah blah blah. Mixed messages much?

I just got out the shower and saw how much 2 months of carelessness can be recorded with lumps, bumps and exaggerated curves. Its unacceptable. I was doing so well and then I let everything go.

I don't want to blame my mother on this. She did have a part in this though. She needed me. I was home for a good part of January and February trying to help her out, and support her any way I can. I didn't think it would drain me out so much that I'd fuck up so badly.

Time to get back on the ball.

Today's intake:
2 bottles of water
a bowl of pasta 210 cals. (ugh)
1 can of diet coke 0 cals.

I have work soon so I won't be eating for the rest of the day. I will be drinking things like mad. More water, Kiwi-Strawberry Vitamin water (50 cals.), Sugarfree Redbull (15 cals.). Here, I dont have very much of a choice but to drink and drink and drink. I have to leave my house at 330 in order to get to work on time. I get out at 930 and get home by 1030. I'm ready to knock out by then.

Time to fix me. And get back to this.