The Early November "I Want to Hear You Sad"
This song cheered me up. It made me think of how horrible things get once you do get into a relationship. Less time for friends, less time for yourself, being afraid of upsetting your partner (even unintentionally), all that jazz. Forget it. I'm fine being by myself. I'm free. I'm free from being potentially hurt but another asshole boyfriend who'll eventually cheat on me. I have a great track record for that.
i'm a good fucking person. I'm caring, considerate, smart, witty as fuck and funny. And yes, I'll be bold enough to say that I'm pretty when I doll myself up. This is why I refuse to throw myself around like a ragdoll to any guy who throws a smile my way. I also refuse to sulk and look back at the past pretending it was all good. These boys lost me. They lost me. I'm not waiting for anyone. When I meet someone worth the time, I'll take my chance. I haven't yet but I'm fine with that. I have my friends to take care of me. <3
In the end, "I'm better off without you."
now, excuse me. I have to go get ready for
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