Shimmer and Rot at the Same Time

It sucks to care about people who forget to give a shit sometimes.

And as for taking care of myself today,...

I pretty much put my body through some serious damage today. Ugh. I feel like poop. I'm okay on the outiside but I'm pretty sure my metabolism and immune system hate me right now. I really hate it when I do this to myself. I could stop it. I know I can. I just forget that I can control myself.

EDIT:
Make that TWO people who don't give a shit that I care about them.