Procrastination and "The Vow of Silence"

I did 2 out of 5 things. This is quite a habit I'm developing. Usually, I hate leaving things unfinished, but lately, I've been so drained (physically, emotionally, wahwahwah) that I lose motivation completely.

In two weeks, everyone I know will be out for an entire summer to frolic and fuck their ways through summer before Fall semester. I will be doing my routine of school, home, school, home, school, home. Summer '07 will be about pulling A's to bring back my 3.8+GPA. I just know I'm going to be missing out on a lot. But that's fine.

Hopefully, I won't be procrastinating on this one. I've been absolutely horrid to myself the past few days so...I'm gonna get that I've been doing out of my system. Everything Everything out out out out out. Out so it'll stop poisoning me. This starts tomorrow.

Now...this...Vow of Silence.
Is it alright to ask how are you doing?
Do you mind if I listen?
Is this question/answer thing making life easier to deal with?
Have you smiled lately?
How's the keyboard?
Do you miss me?
and lastly,
are you gonna respond?

I'm not gonna end this post on a bad note. That wouldn't be right. No one should ever close the day unhappy. I think this is the perfect time for the "Stupid Videos feat. My Friends!" portion of my blog.

Man, I gotta start Vlogging again.

I have a feeling I'm gonna end up editting this 2345323453213 times.

EDIT ONE:

Haha. I didn't even last 4 minutes without adding something. I just realized when I bunch up all the worries of the day and throw them out the window, something nice happens. Rafael just called me and did a very nice and sweet gesture to help me out. :-) There's always a crap moment before things get better. Always. :-)